First experience of Awareness

I did three Part2 courses but awareness couldn't manifest in its fullest.

When i did my TTC-I(teachers training phase 1) of Art Of Living, it was my brithday 13 Jan (3rd day of TTC-I).

Guruji came to Amphitheatre for Satsang , but sang only one song that day because he had an urgent meeting to attend.

Do you know he sang it just for me, Raadha manasa chandrama. , i was waiting for him to sing the song and naturally he sang the same song, he knows that its my birthday among those thousands waiting around the Amphitheatre. (he dint want to dissappoint me on my birthday i suppose, how can he be so close ??? I dont know)

Guruji was urgently leaving for a meeting after Satsang at Amphitheatre. Uniquely there were only me and another child who had the same birthday, Guruji before stepping of the Amphitheatre situated before Vishalakshi Mantap, asked in his divine tone, any birthday's hmm...... ? I was waiting with a chocolate packet to go near him, no one else to stop me, I never spoke to him before, It was only soul to soul communication (silence) till then, He asked birthday is it... ? This was the first thing i spoke to him "haan" in Hindi (though my mother tongue is tamil) in english means YES (Thats why i am an YES teacher),(wonder struck and totally happy that he sang what i wanted) , I had chocolates to give everyone after getting blessings from guruji. He turned around and asked for a Garland from someone around , by the time i tore the chocolate pocket, because i cant give him in a sealed pocket.( I wanted those chocolates to feel his touch, i know they are lifeless ). He garlanded me and ran for the meeting after giving his divine touch to the torn pocket of chocolates.

I was so happy, i gave those chocolates to many, thats why i bought chocolates ( so that i can give it to many people, otherwise, if it was cake, only few would get it). I am intelligent enough hmm..

I slept in total peace and while waking up the next morning, something was different dint know what, It was Vikram Bhayya's Yoga session at Vishalakshi Mantap, but the divine was giving the experience of awareness through him(will tell in person to those who know me and want to know about the session) Yoga session was just a bahana (opportunity). That was my first experience of awareness, awareness dawned and the next 10-12 days i was in awareness with love for creation, I think in ones life this experience of awareness is a great gift . Guruji says awareness without love will give lot of irritation and frustration. So just being aware is not enough (we need to be in love along with awarness, so that we dont get frustrated and irritated by imperfections and negatives that occur around us ) .

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